Taking off, it’s your best chance,
the first romance never topped
as long as you live, so if you’re
lucky to be young and reading this:
Tell her you love her now, but pray
first! Courage not from a bottle
of flammable liquid but from a
dependable power you can’t see
but know it’s there, the things you
don’t know mounting high as a
cherry mountain, a dreamy plain
fair and true, humility is not a bad
thing, it’s knowing what we can and
cannot do. The Truth. Enough to spark
a revolution, tell her you love her!
Tell her now! Stay with her, the Wife
of your Youth, never leave her! Give
all you can to God and life, one
day at a time was not a lie, be like
Henry said a Hero in the Strife!
Gosh, it could have all been nice.
But could it still be? Can this last dance
make up for the time I ignored my
feelings, stuck in a hole of not
knowing? Of not understanding, nor
inherently having the necessary things
you need to Love?
Freud was occasionally right; not about
member envy, but I liked the Id, ego
and superego, nice words—kind of pretty.
And about Alcoholism?
Could have been a picture or poem
about me, he said that alcoholics cannot
Kind of being dishonest to your own
heartbeat, you see her, but look around
at parents who fight or call themselves
“divorced.” You freeze, have not a friend
to help, and you freeze, because you
loved your dad but kept it secret from
Mom because the dragon is all around
us, and alcohol feeds its fire.
You want heaven or even just some
peace of mind, give up bull, make
a schedule for today, believe in a
God that works for you, and learn the
Law, starting with 10 good commands,
Native American final stands, Tao Te Ching
yin and yangs, no more Big Bangs, take
it slow and easy—blessed are the meek
and poor. If you have nothing, seem abused
at every turn, turn the other cheek, survive
the chaos and torture for the years like
John McCain in jail, come out and shine.
We are a race that throws money and
accolades at survivors of pain, we do it
all the time.
Rainbows to rain, the flip of the coin,
smile while you have a beat, better the
ball of the last play…