The silver spoon rusts, and caring
departs the farther we find ourselves
away from life.
Poverty is our oldest friend, it is the
state infants find themselves in—
need to need, day to day, all five
senses supercharged and alive,
You used to care!!
To get that back you have to go back,
or forward march if in April you
find winter breezes alerting you
to change for the better.
Bill Murray in his Groundhog Day
learned to care, unlearned his stance
learned on the outside looking in,
resentments formed early in childhood,
defenses raised against abuse.
Our best defenses become our worst
defects as they sit and fester, or worse
yet grow and mold over and over
the petri dish that is Time.
The dust settles for a moment in
hospitals, jail cells, homeless shelters
or repeated groundhog days…
It becomes clear we must change. Not
to something new but to something old:
Back to our childhood selves, the infant
that with five senses cared! Was alive
with every movement, curious,
We learned to care, and then the day
turns and we can start over, begin
to live the adult life with childhood
spirit—Congrats, if you see this